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Only Sex 1/11/2005
“Only sex, ” repeated, manipulating me
Reflection from a flesh-controlled fraction of the mind
A more pathetic version than his predecessor
Tirelessly retrieving imaginary signs
<br>
A claim of loyal subjection to my regions nethermost
But still a clever accomplice devoted to your faction
So laden, I can smell your kill from yesterday
A stench that you still wear like a ...
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oFF Frequency 1/11/2005
Time to plug intesting 123testingtesting 1, 2, 3
Static
Repeattesting 123testingtesting 1, 2, 3
Signal weak
<br>
Sleeved existencepinched and charredoverworked
Coined air to breathe, toxic and thick
A vibration from the center scopea warning
<br>
Resistance to authority
Capacity for insanity
Integrity compromised
Oscillating
Societal ...
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my job 1/11/2005
CONCRETE.
HEAR THE TONES
MAN DOWN.
CAUSE UNKNOWN.
ADRENILIN SEEPS
THROUGH MY PORES.
SIRENS
A MERE LULLABY.
LIGHTS
LIKE A CAREFULLY ORCHESTRATED BALLET
ACROSS THE SHATTERED WINDSHIELD.
JOHN DOE.
FACE DOWN.
COLD CONCRETE.
HOW DOES IT FEEL TO
SUFFOCATE YOURSELF?
PROBING BRAIN MATTER
LIKE SOGGY RICE CRISPIES.
I BREATH FOR YOU
AS WE CUT OFF YOUR
BRAND ...
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Submission....or....Subjection 1/11/2005
How many ways can I prove my love
What must I do to convince you of my dedication
To this painful process
Crawl to your feet, bend and kiss them devotedly
Lie on my stomach while you reach in and tug on my soul
Or perhaps flat of back, legs open, ready to receive you…receive
Anything from you
Let you strap me to a cross, recognizing the authority you
wield
Over my very ...
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STATUS POST MOSH PIT 1/11/2005
drunk and dehydrated
i spill my guts to you.
over a shotglass
downed too fast.
i spew nonsense
as freely as bile.
bruised from one too many
thoughts.
drunk, dehydrated.
i open my heart to you
cross it off my list
of extraordinary
fuckups.
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paragod 1/11/2005
cramped.
sweaty room.
testosterone pumped
air.
filled with death.
asystole.
feel the tube slide in
feel the ribs
break.
first compression gets em every time.
needle in your viens.
asystole.
i peer into your unreactive
pupils.
and distance myself
i breathe for you.
i beg your heart yo
beat.
with each compression
until my
muscles ache.
three ...
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overdose 1/11/2005
TONES SOUND.
AMBO 20
TRUCK 57.
WOMAN DOWN.
OVERDOSE.
ORGANIZED CHAOS.
TUBE IN.
LIGHTS FLASHING OVER
PINPOINT PUPILS.
PINPOINT.
NO RESISTANCE AS I
I BREATHE FOR YOU.
2 OF NARCAN.
WONDERFUL DRUG.
YOU RIP OUT THE TUBE.
BALLOON INTACT.
AND
VOMIT
ON MY SHOE.
NOT CARING
THAT I JUST
SAVED YOUR LIFE.
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Attesting Lately 1/11/2005
Twilight arrives empty handed again
Eyes bloodshot and skin paper-thin
Too slow to choose, to give up this cup
A step behind, too weak to catch up
Propriety’s mistress, cheating desire
Forgiveness forfeited by refusal’s red wire
Juxtapositioned, straddling the fence
Still halfway between half-hearted attempts
<br>
In transit from pain to pity, and back
In petrified ...
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2 Votes
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Missing You 1/11/2005
Love is a paper cut
Indistinguishable to the eye
Stingingburning
Just try to ignore it
Refuse it due credit
Throbbing intensifies with denial
Anesthetize under cold water
Watch it lay open
Draw back its lip
Sneer at you
It knows it hurts
It relishes languish
Waits for your disregard
Then invites Contagion
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2 Votes
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YOU DONT KNOW ME 1/11/2005
you dont know me.
i dont know you.
yet here i am
covered in your blood.
you are someones loved one.
i put my all
into saving you.
i comfort you as i
i put a needle in your arm.
i speak to you
as i strap you down.
i soothe you as i prod
your heart
into beating again.
CAPTURE.
you are someones loved
one.
but you dont know me.
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Defiance 1/11/2005
Just as the flower blooms and fades, so do these petals
Eventually a crumbling skeleton of what beauty was there
before with us.
A fine art, this game, so capable of ripping out the throat
of whomever
So foolishly enters the clutches of this bloodthirsty
bitch.
I scream her name, Siren, that abscessed tooth whose beginning
tasted so sweet
A pit releasing her poison, crawling down the ...
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5 Votes
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kitchen 1/11/2005
firehouse kitchen.
we sit in comfortable
silence.
as the cigarette smoke
curls around us.
an invisible
shield.
to protect us from
each other.
i rub your back
each knot a story
of things i cannot
imagine seeing.
but one day
will.
i massage out the
death the
pain
of too many things.
you smile at me
as if i am
a goddess.
you then beckon to
me ...
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dimple 1/11/2005
see the face of hope
shining like pure grace
take me into her heart
where we all feel the touch
tingle and thrill
even the lowest amongst us
understands potential
like god waves his hand
the seas remain calm
and sacred spirit softened
by her smile
pay attention
new feelings are there
just under the surface
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A Small Collection of Haikus 1/10/2005
Anal sex is great
The hole is always tighter
I cum every time
<br>
<br>
Does size matter much
or is it how you use it
My girlfriends' say size
<br>
<br>
Commitment is hard
that is why I like to swing
I can stick with that
<br>
...
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The Male Virgin 1/10/2005
The Virgin .
<br>
Oh how he wanted to feel her deep down inside
The place that she had been taught to hide
<br>
He slowly .so slowly stroked her inside thighs
he felt her body arch up , her moans turn into cries
one hand stayed and softly stroked her face ,
as he lifted up her dress to expose ...that place
<br>
going down on her, he gaze at ...
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Her Master 1/9/2005
She wakes each day to thoughts of Him
He's ever on her mind
She gazes her eyes across the bed
Hoping someday that she'll find
His body resting by her side
A smile across His face
She reaches out to touch His lips
Remembering her place
<br>
He's more than just her lover
He's much more than a friend
He's taken her as His possession
He'll keep her til the ...
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Beginnings ... 1/9/2005
He doesn't wish for things to change
expects to maintain the status quo
Yet His tree of life has sprouted a bud
Where soon a branch will grow
<br>
He nurtures the bud with love and care
Feeling drawn to it more each day
His very soul is called upon
To nourish it on it's way
<br>
He feels the warmth as the sun shines down
And the moon when the day ...
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Soul Mate 1/9/2005
Time spent with others, in the lifestyle,
online, emails and the occasional meeting
Temporarily filled my void
but there was more that i was needing.
<br>
i thought my search had ended,
as i kneelt before my Master
i pledged my love, my loyalty,
i would be His for ever after.
<br>
Abandoned, alone, forgotten,
only used to find Him another.
i ...
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SEND THIS TO A FRIEND. 1/8/2005
In need of a friend
for I am drowning in disarray.
It is on you I depend
To pull me from misery.
Like the hero I have always seen you
even though it can be hard to say.
<br>
... and through the years
through laughter and tears.
It has been you who were strong
in the right and the wrong.
A tribute to the world
that you are my friend.
<br>
Do you ...
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Beautiful 1/8/2005
A certain scent in the summertime of yesteryear, that would
remind.
A daydream of a rainy day.
Favorite tune the DJ played.
Sunbeam through a window pane.
Black and white captured in a frame.
<br>
What a baby's smile does to a mothers face!
<br>
... but more than that.
More than all of the above.
Some of the things I am thinking of.
reminds me...
How much ...
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need for you 1/8/2005
i wonder if i ever
will see the heart of love
quiet is a silence
i never could imagine
only the hope of love
the very fine truth is
voided out
my hands being empty
by not being near her
and not holding on strongly
we always are blinded in love
we risk the loss of face
to be someone
and then something more
to be nothing
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Nothing Like a Woman 1/8/2005
I enjoy men
sometimes
but there is nothing like a woman
she touches
knows what you desire
hands and fingers
caress with erotic sensation
lips kiss
suck
places no man would discover
pleasure comes
but
not too quickly
There is nothing like a woman
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Dreams 1/8/2005
In your dreams I rule at night
Fill your nightmares with delight,
your heart with luscious pain,
Bind your soul in golden chains.
Give you dark, exquiste pleasure
Bring you love beyond all measure.
Show you all you're meant to be,
My slave throughout eternity.
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Switches Delight 1/7/2005
Within my hand I love the grip
of a stinging, cracking, wicked whip
Scent of leather teasing taunting
inticing senses soaring, flaunting
<br>
The flesh is red, hot and ripe
gasping breaths beg in delight
Screams of pleasure, crys of joy
I'm alittle jealous of the toy
<br>
Coddle, cuddle.. soothe the beast
as it settles at my feet
A sudden grip felt in my ...
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All Things Twisted 1/5/2005
I am leather and lace and all things twisted
Twisted to the core
That's me
<br>
Bound to Serve
Bound to Please
I whimper at your feet
Begging for abuse
<br>
I want to be your pet
I want to be your slave
I want to be your toy
<br>
I train myself in what you like
Eager to give you perfection
Ironic, that my own excitement ...
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in case you 1/4/2005
case in point
life trials and touches
we are all bound as one
like twins in utero
linked by wires
people are all paintings
even touched like pastel
poems are time nets
spaces of summation
lifes little missives
idioms not prose
breathed in as though
silence fills the world
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HUNGER 1/4/2005
My hunger
is overwhelming
desires
that would frighten
even the most enlightened
dark passions
that can not…
will not…
should not
be fulfilled
lust
for those
one should never crave
requirement for pain
beyond the normal
fantasies that would disturb
a nightmare
and you…my love
you know…
my hunger
you embrace it…
feed it
nourish it
allow it
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In the Dark 1/4/2005
on my back
the smell of your cologne and sweat
mingles with your seed
doused
on linen sheets
<br>
<br>
bruises on my breasts reveal
the consequence of our perverted love affair
arduous
unpleasant
thrilling
<br>
<br>
rope marks
around my wrists and ankles transpire
mementos
gifts
your artistry
<br>
...
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Definition of LOVE 1/3/2005
There are many things that affect life
There are several things that determine love
You are one in a million
Looking deep into my heart
Are several of these expression
Not being sure of what more to say
I am always lost in the world
When you are with me
You reliosh the breathe of my lungs
Whenever I set my curious eyes on you
I must confess without no reservation
There is ...
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the cut that doesn't bleed 1/2/2005
the cold sharp steel of your power
causes my body to shake completely
i tremble when i look in to your eyes
not in fright
in anticipation, surrender, peace, knowing
<br>
from the first moment, i trusted
your eyes never leaving mine
i could feel you when i had no sight
<br>
fear brings pleasure not flight
i relinquished control when i opened the door
i had to ...
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