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Cheat or break up ?? 4/14/2005
hmmm... that's the question of the century but the
obvioust thing to do is to.......break up!!! don't
let it linger on any longer... if u do it once and get away
with it you'll probably think of it again...
0 Comments,
141 Views,
9 Votes
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toss me a life savoir 4/9/2005
I love a man who could care less and it hurts so much. I had
his and he left. And while I'm not sad for the baby,
he really would be a mess as a father, I'm so sad for me.
I wish there was a way to erase his memory from my body because
it hurts so much. On our first date he rubbed my ankles and
I was lost to him after that. And then we fucked and I never
got it so good as when he was ...
1 Comments,
203 Views,
14 Votes
,2.66 Score
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Dan's song - Gone 3/19/2005
Forever, forever, forever.. Trust and loved and cherished
and never and never and never.. seemed to think I'd
fall
Deeper and deeper and know,
<br>
So I been to the end, things you can't comprehend..
once again I burn, now I feel the burn
for the chance in the world for you to come to terms,
I am just me,
can't you just - see me.
<br>
So clear so clear so ...
0 Comments,
135 Views,
12 Votes
,0.50 Score
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Torn Apart 3/10/2005
I was seeing Master since November. I declared that I was
his right before Christmas. He would come and visit me every
single weekend, and bring gifts for me every time. He was
so sweet, yet, sooooo kinky and dirty to me. I enjoyed him
both as his slave girl, and as his girlfriend in our nilla
life. And yes, our relationship was more nilla then anything,
due to me having . It was a ...
8 Comments,
655 Views,
26 Votes
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Forever, doesn't mean FOREVER 3/3/2005
I dated the love of my life for over 2 years. I lived and depended
on him, but now it's over and I have nothing. the breakup
was completely my fault and had been a long time coming.
I now had to move back in with my parents with no car, no money,
and no job. I am screwed.
8 Comments,
514 Views,
27 Votes
,2.61 Score
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Time to Explore 2/22/2005
Ater bieng a couple for so long i thought she was my lover
and my best friend. Little did i know was about to happen
, after living in each others back pockets , trying to
buy the family home and thinking of bringing into
this world i awoke one morning to hear the words i do not love
you any more.To say i was not shattered was an understatment,
after realizing my life was turning on me i ...
0 Comments,
217 Views,
7 Votes
,3.30 Score
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Unspoken Words 2/9/2005
Forgive me my Lady for being such a dumbass
<br>
Why should I forgive you
<br>
You shouldn't
<br>
Damned straight
<br>
I implore my Lady, that You will find Mercy in Your will for
my wretchedness. Please don't leave me out here on
my own. Please don't leave me without hope.
<br>
You damned yourself fool. Did you know Me so little to ...
3 Comments,
413 Views,
28 Votes
,3.96 Score
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Closure - When enough is enough!! 1/25/2005
“You learn that kisses aren’t contracts, even while in
the presence of their promises. You learn to build all of
your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain
for plans. You learn that even sunshine burns if you get
too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own
soul. Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
You learn that you really can endure, ...
4 Comments,
246 Views,
22 Votes
,4.69 Score
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When ur the innocance victim, " How do you move on and be friends?" 1/16/2005
About a Year ago me and my ex broke up its cuz i never said I
love u. He told me it and I was speechless, but later that
week I find out he's at a friends house that i met online
and partied with. They become a item and date for awhile.
It doesn't work out so he comes back to me. As a fool i
did but to only end up losing him again to ur cousin/best
friend. By this time around I was ready to ...
3 Comments,
175 Views,
11 Votes
,2.61 Score
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It's Never A Waste If You Learn More of Yourself 1/15/2005
I met the most wonderful Dom. We emailed and then chatted
on the phone and eventually came to play. Initially our
time together was sporadic due to work and his other social
activities. The more we talked the more we grew closer or
so I thought. Throughout the 1 1/2 years we were together
there were many conversations and alot of sharing. But
after all the time i realized that our time ...
1 Comments,
361 Views,
26 Votes
,4.64 Score
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For that stubborn sub 1/14/2005
I finally thought I met my perfect sub. He was a lot different
from the type I was used to.At first we talked on the phone
every night then finally we started playing together.The
passion and desire we shared for each other was the greatest
I or he had ever felt.He was then sent back home for a month.
The promises he made well he didn't keep any of them.I
haven't heard from him in awhile ...
1 Comments,
185 Views,
13 Votes
,3.65 Score
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Confused ... as always. 1/8/2005
Generally i just think I'm a sucker.
been played more times than I can remember. it gets to thepoint
where they all just meld together into one big confusing
mess.
It get's harder as I get older... 33 yrs old and I've
never actually experienced a loving relationship. it
tends to put you off of ever finding what you really need.
My last relationship lasted 5 yrs. the longest I've
had. ...
2 Comments,
256 Views,
20 Votes
,3.51 Score
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Pain turns to hatred 1/3/2005
I havent opened up to another person in a very long time .
And now that its over , somthing else is stirring inside
me . Its called anger , hatred the most vile and destructive
emotions inside me . It begs to be let out , to run free and
to protect me from the pain . I know i will feel guilty and
remorse if I follow through with the ideas running in my
mind . Its hard to fight a part of ...
3 Comments,
166 Views,
10 Votes
,1.79 Score
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the battle rages inside me 1/1/2005
I am slowly getting over the break up of myself and my ex owner
. I never have been one for a good break up , never once was
i rational or calm when my emotions are steped on . But this
sets up a major conflict with in myself . My ego and pride
and self worth precive the danger the rejection abondoment
and the only thing that part of me wishes to do is strike back
to defend myself. I know ...
1 Comments,
103 Views,
4 Votes
,3.63 Score
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Time does heal 12/22/2004
11 Months ago I sat red eyed and exhausted a very real and
dear D/s relationship had ended and landed me rather heavily
on my ass.. I hadn't done anything wrong.
<br>
I decided and it was right for me to back off from the scene
and concentrate on me and important real life issues..
<br>
We remained friends and communicated and then there came
a point when I took the ...
4 Comments,
577 Views,
65 Votes
,4.64 Score
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I gotta hole in Me now.... 12/18/2004
She has been My life for 6 1/2 years, and a week ago Monday
Our relationship ended.She is everything to Me, the air
I breath...world revolved around making Her happy...but
alas after years of sexual deprivation...I just couldnt
take it any longer. I finally had to tell Her that I needed
to smell Her smell, and feel the touch of Her hands, the heat
of Her mouth on My....
Now We are still ...
2 Comments,
375 Views,
33 Votes
,2.60 Score
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short and intense 12/10/2004
In the past two months our worlds have become intertwined
like nothing I have experienced.
I suppose you grew used to me letting my world revolve around
you, and yours mine.
Your selflessness and even self-destructive nature wasn’t
a problem since I was like an fledgling and needed everything
done for me. Now I have a strong desire to be able to do for
myself, as well as for you. ...
0 Comments,
176 Views,
26 Votes
,3.89 Score
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Longest delay in a split 12/6/2004
This is my first article written, and it's not really
much. The last actual relationship I was in went on five
months longer than it should have and the chick never bothered
to dump me then. That was a lot of time wasted, wasn't
it?
1 Comments,
101 Views,
16 Votes
,1.36 Score
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Break 12/5/2004
Don't you hate it when you break up and your partner
says "its just that I think you are doing ________"
like they think they know what you're thinking and
tell you how you feel.
<br>
Irritates the hell out of me. The last time, we had only gone
out for 2 months, I'm quite sure she didn't know
how I thought.
0 Comments,
73 Views,
9 Votes
,3.85 Score
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blue story 11/29/2004
have you ever felt that by talking to someone you never met
before, that he is so special.... have you?
have you ever felt sometimes being surrounded by others
24/7 that you are so lonely, haveyou?
did you wish sometimes to close your
eyes and never be able to open them again, did you?
have you ever imagine yourself elsewhere, far far away
from where you really are, haveyou?
...
6 Comments,
207 Views,
23 Votes
,5.23 Score
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Making love by the head stone 11/29/2004
Making love by the head stone
The graveyard is a parable of
Where we are soon to belong
Dripping traces of lifes
Dead history
To many seems sick
I think this makes the spirits sing
<br>
Shh..
A new life being spawned
The silence so long
Orgasm prolonged
The ground is breathing
In its heaving
Becoming one with everything
<br>
Following down these ...
3 Comments,
109 Views,
37 Votes
,6.62 Score
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2004-11-18
breakin up hurts n nastily painful.it doesnt matter who
dumped who, whether u r heart-broken or relieved its over...the
end of any serious relationship, means a dream is shattered......
it takes time for the sharp pain to recede...but eventually
you'll wake up one morning n forget to be miserable...
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Who's got the BREAK UP HOW TO BOOK?? 11/17/2004
So you start your mental laundry list of why – at first you
resist even considering it because it feels so rotten,
so distinctly painful. But eventually, you get enough
items on this mental list. There’s that time, and that other
time, and the deep inconsiderate behavior. And perhaps
there’s all these times in your mind when you were made to
feel guilty and took the blame.
...
0 Comments,
177 Views,
15 Votes
,5.58 Score
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"breakin up" 11/17/2004
its like a beautiful rose plant...u once planted n it grows, healthy
beautiful roses.After a while....it became weak...the
flowers died n lost its shine....n its out of control....coz
somethin is just not right...dont panic...if u try to refresh
it again....n u failed...just live with it coz thats reality, the
truth hurts but when a relationship goes blank.......there
are no powers to ...
0 Comments,
56 Views,
32 Votes
,6.52 Score
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what should i have done 11/15/2004
ya about 5 months ago i was in a relation ship with a girl that
was a total bitch to me...and not in a good way...she thought
she could do anything she wanted but if i did the same stuff
she was doing she would freak...like i was not alowed to
have any friends because she thought i was going to cheat
on her...theres a lot more stuff but anyway i ended up leaving
her in her home town and ...
0 Comments,
54 Views,
19 Votes
,3.92 Score
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Just some thoughts 11/10/2004
No one can tell you what hides in the heart and soul of another
person. It is doubtful that even that person can truly tell
you what or why they do the things that they do. After my wife
of 12 years disappeared I was suddenly given a great deal
of time to do some serious soul searching and reviewing
of our “relationship”. After a full year of despair, confusion,
and sleepless nights ...
0 Comments,
86 Views,
37 Votes
,7.89 Score
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Its so hard 11/4/2004
Why Is it that its so hard to break up and try and find another
person why cant it be easy I wish it was anyone have any suggestions
on this
1 Comments,
53 Views,
13 Votes
,4.82 Score
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Try Honesty 10/30/2004
All my life I have had trouble ending a relationship. Being
a born pleaser, I never wanted to cause hurt. But now I am
going to admit something that I had a hard time even admitting
to myself: "a sharp wound heals much faster than a
jagged tear." Women have a tendency to not be able
to end a relationship smoothly. Fax is fax. They will go
six ways to sundown to keep from coming right out ...
3 Comments,
141 Views,
42 Votes
,7.93 Score
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What a Bit@h! 10/14/2004
The day after i broke up with my ex she slept with my friend on a field.... do girls do this often or is she just a super bitch... i dont know?!
4 Comments,
88 Views,
39 Votes
,6.57 Score
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it's a hard thing 10/13/2004
Nobody likes to be dumped, it's the bottom line! If
your a chick and ure getting over a hot relationship, you
start thinking if things can be the way they were. Face the
facts he/she dosen't want you anymore try your best
to find another mate and GET OVER IT!
0 Comments,
57 Views,
24 Votes
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