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I don't think most people want the lifestyle..rather want
張貼於:2024年 3月 28日 5:12 am
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When someone as deep as me..

Says...I have a feeling this is what is going on..

Please don't just dismiss me..

Cause in the end...blah blah blah..

I'm that deep

Even if your not ready to admit it..

Right now id bet my left nut that the majority of people that profess themselves as kinky..

Are living vicariously..

And wouldnt know wtf to with a slave like myself..

That could let them do anything they wanted lifestyle wise..

Given that option...most would walk away..

I think most are afraid to really embrace their role...

How do I know? My role is natural..I've always been this and fell assbackwards into the lifestyle.

I'm so sure of this that I'm basing all my stories on this concept...

That the majority of people do live on the edge...

AND what if...

They could have,meet,play..that unicorn they hunt

But then again I'm easy to dismiss..

This probably is one of the reasons my ex Domme is my ex..

It's easy to say I'm wrong...

But maybe

I'm right..

And I'm that deep.
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Did you read my profile??? Did you ever play that game with bozos
張貼於:2024年 3月 27日 4:41 am
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 28日 4:53 am
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I curious if you ever played the..

Did you read my profile??....then use the code word in your reply game..

Just to distance yourself from the bots,losers,weirdo and people that don't even take a second to get to know you..

I bring this up because my mailbox is flooded with letters from men on that other site..

I'm talking swamp land flooded..

And I'm starting to think maybe 30 to 40 percent are bots trying to get me to chat and spend my real world money on the site..

So I simply asked men in my profile to tell me where they are from( in their reply)..

And nope none did??

So I wondered if you ever did this..
And did it work???

And I'm not saying I'm the bell of the ball...But yeah there are some real ugly bros on this site...

So I think a lot of the replies are real
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So with your final email to a ex do you...
張貼於:2024年 3月 26日 7:36 pm
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 28日 4:53 am
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Just curious..

My ex Domme finally wrote the dear John email..

After I refused to email her back 7 days ago.

No I wasn't being petty or childish.

I've stated numerous times to this woman that I didn't wish to argue..

And yeah she did..we argued

And I said fuck it.

Hence the reason I got so depressed

Anyway my question is do you write her back and put her on blast or just walk away.

We had a lot of issues and she was constantly bringing up my past ( as women are known to do).

Not once did I talk about her behavior

But I can easily write pages of why we aren't good together...highlighting not only my actions but her past actions as well.

And I could easily blast her..

So do you?

And I'm not talking about being rude,ignorant or mean to her.

I m trying to explain her behavior...
And what I really think she is trying to have,achieve in a relationship...

Won't mesh...with me

Cause...I think she is trying to recreate a pseudo FLR she had years ago with her ex hubby.

But try to now explain that

To her
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Should there even be the terms gay,bi,straight
張貼於:2024年 3月 26日 5:03 am
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 26日 6:40 am
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As much as sooooo many wish to create new little categories to label their sexuality/ gender.

I'm guessing it so the current " it" actress in Hollywood can be brave and come out as...as bi,gay ..or they/ them etc..
That and every other woman on tiktok

I propose the opposite..

Let's just eliminate categories ..

And this isn't me being homophobic
( duh..I prefer dudes...hope that isn't a sticker shock).

What I'm saying is why should a desire define a person..

Sucking a dick d oesnt make you gay...or omg..so worse..that grand canyon of desire we call..
Being bi...

Like wtf is even being bi...

And honestly there are very few real bi people..
That honestly don't see gender in their attraction to another.

Let's be honest..your a straight guy that likes dick..

Why label it? Why define it? The more we put our selves into special boxes..
The more it seperates us..when honestly it's quite common and normal

And yeah guys being into dicks have been going on for centuries...
Without labels..hell...in some cultures they are their greatest warriors, heroes ..

But either way..it doesn't make you bi or gay..

It's akin to saying you went to a city's heritage fest and now your African or Irish or Jamaican .

Please stop
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The dating world..and how weird it is for a guy like me...
張貼於:2024年 3月 25日 6:51 pm
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 26日 7:12 pm
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So yeah I won't bore you with some story about going on bumble or tinder..

And 95 percent of the women wanting 10 percent of the men on there..

Like hey..that's no joke..tinder actually tried to sell men a " package" for x amount of dollars a month so they could be in that ten percent..

I will instead talk about my niche..

I..duh..like older men and couples..not a sticker shock hopefully to anyone..

But the " dating site" called manzone...was so....odd..

Like suddenly I was the bell of the ball...it seemed like every dude there not only looked at my profile..

But wrote to me

???

Now I'm not brad pitt...but I'm not chopped liver either..

At first I thought it was a scam..or scammers..or the site using bots to contacts members so they would spend real world money..

I felt for a moment..being real..like a chick...and all the freebies these sites offer women...we're suddenly mine..

Tons of dudes emailing me
It cost nothing to read their letters..
And they gave you like 150 coins when you signed up..

Each reply cost you x amount...but they give you a daily freebie spin for a chance at freebie coins..

Anyway the odd thing most of these guys have no profile..

And from their emails...it seems like the term gay or top never pops up..
But rather me being single...seems to be a big deal..like suddenly my tattoo really is A hidden treasure map

And from a few emails I gather a good percentage of these men are married??

Hence the reason I'm the lunch special..

The weird thing is I don't want to pay for this site..I just wanna look around and maybe there is a guy worth talking to..
Burn through the coins the site gave me for signing up.
And then get off

So I don't have a lot of time or..lol coin to play detective..

Unless I give a dude my email addy and I ask offline.

But I find it weird how bent out of joint some of these men were..

If one dared to look at their profile and not email...

Then your a complete azzhat that doesn't find them attractive. They literally pouted and wrote me that

( or maybe I'm just looking around and don't want to waste the coins freely given to me by the site)
Replies cost in game coins

I also found it weird when a few of the guys refered to the members as " ladies"..

Like the ladies here will have a fun time falling all over you

I have no issue with cross dresser,transsexuals or those in transition.

Yet I think it's kinda cringe to refer to gay men by those terms.

I think it perpetuate an outdated stereotype of what a gay man is ..
..

Either way...an odd experience..I've seen other dating sites were men were lazy and just didn't bother filling out their profile.

I've never seen a site where no one filled out a profile???

And I certainly don't want to give the impression that mature men or couples were odd.

Just this site..

The irony is would I meet up with a guy from this site?

I think yes.

But the site is odd...it's not grindr....it's not pof...it's not a chat site..

So is it for hookups..actual dating..erotic chats..

I still don't know..

And I think most members really don't know
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I am anger..I am rage...and I literally drowned in depression today
張貼於:2024年 3月 23日 6:34 pm
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 23日 6:58 pm
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I will not bore you..

But this wave of depression literally washed me away..

I didn't not know I could ever be hurt

So hard..

That one crack and I emotionally let someone in..

And she literally drowned me.

And my rage,my anger...

Is gone.

I'm am no longer Mister E...I am just E ( Neil Gaimen dc comic reference).

I sit bro
Ken

At the end of times

Just a toy

Harmless
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Back to the lab and time to go down the other path
張貼於:2024年 3月 23日 7:55 am
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 23日 5:36 pm
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This year will be different for me..

Maybe I just needed that subtle kick in the nuts by life.

I need a year of " leo"...before he vanishes..

I have yet a year before that dreaded dot physical comes up again..I've been to the doctors twice for pills in the past and nothing worked to lower my bp.

I actually need to go to the doctors and get on Prep..

So I can meet a cool guy.

I need that 305 bench press

I need to write those damn stories..that swim in my head..
And become that author

I need to just drive..rent a fucking car..take those paid time off days...and just
Drive.

I need to lose that weight and get down to 180 something.

I need to stop drinking..

Notice how none of these say

I deserve..

I don't deserve a good man...I don't deserve to lift 305...I don't deserve the best road trip ever..
I'm not Oprah and deserve to pop some drug to lose weight.

To obtain any of these

I must grind...as Leo

For one more year..

Before that part of me fades forever

I take that first step

On the new path.
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I'm bro ken and only chad remains
張貼於:2024年 3月 22日 8:46 pm
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 23日 5:36 pm
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I honestly tried to make it work with my ex Domme..

I even went back multiple times.

Finally I had to walk away

Leo is officially gone and I've been

Hurt more

That I thought

Possible. I entered into a severe depression.

And the only way out of such a pit is a long and difficult climb..

I'm not sure if I can trust anyone again

My shields will be on max and my hand will be slapping leather...

At each new person I meet.

I must become that chad

That I fear I am
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Happy man..happy life..the joy of being single for a lot of men
張貼於:2024年 3月 20日 6:48 pm
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 22日 12:45 pm
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Like it or not..
The old saying

Happy life..happy wife is going out the window..

Your thoughts..are you better off single?

I know I don't have to think as a "we"..
I am free to do the things that empower me and make me happy..

Nobody bitching about an adult male playing video games or spending too much time at the gym.
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Almost got into a fight at planet pizza..I wish I was joking
張貼於:2024年 3月 16日 4:50 pm
最近編輯過:2024年 3月 17日 4:38 am
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I wish I was joking...but it was like living one of those bad gym memes..

I roll into planet fitness..one of the Smith machines are open.
I asked the bro if anyone is using it..

He says no..

I notice I only have 1 set of 45lb plates to bench..

I look over and this small arabic dude is on the leg press..

With..now get this 16 fucking 45 plates..

He stole every 45 plate from four stations..

So I don't say anything..do I few sets . I figured he'd finish and return the plates..
I see him just sitting there on his phone..

I confront him...

Cause I'm

That guy...like bro..you got every fucking plate in the gym..

Then I noticed the motherfucker took a 45 from my station..

So he starts getting bitchy...standing a whopping 5'7 and steroided out to the gills..admitted he took my plate and will take all my plates

I'm hardly Jack reacher..

But I'm not 5'7 either..

And then bro gets in my face and tries to chest bump me..
Complete with...

YOU WANNA GO BRAH....at 5'7

Yeah that happened..

I'm 5'11 220lbs of someone that acts like the world p issed in his cheerios anger.

I'm old school biblical p issed off old man c ant poop sorta anger

Before I swung on him..I go to the front desk for help.

This small female manager starts giving me this bs about how we all have to share the weight.

Share the weights..bro has every weight in the fucking gym.

The dude literally claimed I was discriminating against him cause I dared ask...
Bro if you can leg press 700lbs plus..what the fuck at you doing at a planet fitness..

That like asking Eddie hall and Brian Shaw what the f are you at planet pizza.

I then had a come to Jesus meeting with the female ,manager that refused to do anything to the guy despite him threatening me.

I told her she's lucky that dude didn't throw a punch..

Cause I would have thrown down..

A 5'7 roid rage idiot that thinks he can just take whatever..

Is a good way to get your ass beat..

And I'm nobody's b
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